I am having a want everything to change, get better and "poof" be the way I want it to be...all by my going back to bed...kind of day.

Nothing is definably wrong. I just want to do everything and yet also want to do nothing (be taken care of) at the same time. Wierd.

That is just the space I am in today. There is so much to be done....so much I want to do and so much I want to get done and there is this undercurrent of "make it all go away!!!!!!"

I don't understand this and I guess I really don't have to. The hours of today will pass whether I understand it or not.

I have done a lot today. I just hate the icky undercurrent going on.

*Sigh...*